I Promise I'll B Here 2 Da Very End

engmasta @ 2005-04-24T16:46:00

2005-04-24T20:47:12Z

Yeah ok... i think ima retire my livejournal... it jus doesnt like.. fit me nemore.. i think ima stick with xanga from now on... but das all folks..... nothin else left 2 say here

yeah........

2005-04-02T17:43:06Z

I havent updated this jont for a while.. i thik dis is a good time 2...

So yeah... alotta stuff goin through my mind rite now... i dont realli want 2 talk about it unless its some1 i realli trust... IM me if u think you're 1 of the ppl i trust n mayb i'll tell u depending on who u r....

Yeah........

2005-03-12T00:53:36Z

ok yeah....

Day ruined jus liek tht... by 1 person... how can 1 person stand 2 c some1 suffer??? i jus dunno how... he all pissd at me still... i realli dun like it.... i dint want 2 talk 2 him.. but he forced me 2... n now he goes in2 start talkin shit.... if u guess tht it was alex stezar u r correct

AStezar: whats anh's cell #?
EnGMaStA: y
EnGMaStA: dude
EnGMaStA: dont talk 2 me
AStezar: its just a number
EnGMaStA: umm
EnGMaStA: da no talking policy still in affect
EnGMaStA: so im jus not gona talk
AStezar: no, ur going to be an ass
AStezar: what im askin is not talking, it is information
AStezar: but if u want to be a fucking shit head about it, thats you
EnGMaStA: hey
EnGMaStA: when i try askin u somethin
EnGMaStA: u say umm dont talk 2 me
EnGMaStA: so if das da way u treat me
EnGMaStA: how bout i jus treat u da same way
AStezar: that cause u never ask me nething importent
AStezar: i realllllyl need this number
EnGMaStA: 4 wht
AStezar: i dont quite believe thats ne of ur business
AStezar: just please give me the number, jon
EnGMaStA: ohh
EnGMaStA: so after u been yellin at me constantly
EnGMaStA: u want me 2 help u
AStezar: i want you to be a normal human being, and help someone who needs it
AStezar: like i di for you
EnGMaStA: uve never helpd me
EnGMaStA: u jus keep askin y
EnGMaStA: y
EnGMaStA: y
AStezar: lol, all to many times
EnGMaStA: or
EnGMaStA: i dont want 2
EnGMaStA: or
EnGMaStA: dont talk 2 me
AStezar: are you going to tell me or not
AStezar: cause i really cant mess around
EnGMaStA: well
EnGMaStA: tell me y
EnGMaStA: n mayb i'll tell u
AStezar: fucker
AStezar: i cannot believe you,lol
AStezar: u screwin up someones life right now, and u dont even flinch
AStezar: i could never do that
EnGMaStA: yeh
EnGMaStA: u screwed m y life up
AStezar: lol, what the fuck i do to you
EnGMaStA: well
EnGMaStA: y u pissd at me then
EnGMaStA: wtf do we evedn fight about
EnGMaStA: i dont kno
EnGMaStA: u shoudl kno
EnGMaStA: cuz uve started it
EnGMaStA: i tried 2 b nice
AStezar: i dont have time for this, man
EnGMaStA: but noo u jus had 2 keep shovin it down my throat of how bad i am
EnGMaStA: ok thenh
EnGMaStA: tell me why
EnGMaStA: u always make me tell u y
EnGMaStA: so tell me y
AStezar: umm, no. blackmail never works on me
AStezar: sry, ho
EnGMaStA: dude
EnGMaStA: dont push it
AStezar: push what
EnGMaStA: u can call me whtever u want
EnGMaStA: i wont care
AStezar: then shut it
EnGMaStA: jus dont go so far
EnGMaStA: or ima kill u
AStezar: right
EnGMaStA: dont get me angry man
EnGMaStA: ive had a realli good day
AStezar: lol, kill me
AStezar: i really dont care nemore
EnGMaStA: yeh i kno your scared
EnGMaStA: u jus laff it off
EnGMaStA: cuz its aim
EnGMaStA: n u can type whtever u want
EnGMaStA: without others seein yoru emotions
AStezar: w/e, man, ill never be scared uf u
AStezar: ur nothing to be scared of
EnGMaStA: u make no sense
EnGMaStA: if u had ne guts
AStezar: even if u do manage to hit me, all thattl do is screw u over
EnGMaStA: n yoru not scared
EnGMaStA: ok if u haf ne guts... n your not scared of me.. then y can we make a truce huh?
EnGMaStA: thts wht real men do
EnGMaStA: r u scared
EnGMaStA: i think u r
AStezar: lol, no wonder people say ur dunb
EnGMaStA: u dun take it liek a man would n get a truce
AStezar: cause u kno nothing
EnGMaStA: well im smarter than u r
AStezar: w/e
EnGMaStA: at least im goin 2 college here
EnGMaStA: not da 1 das gonna b dirtpoor
AStezar: lol, keep it commin, im sure thats what REAL men do
AStezar: hahahahaha
EnGMaStA: whtever
EnGMaStA: u take everything like a 5 year old
EnGMaStA: u dont kno how 2 talk
EnGMaStA: u dont kno how 2 compromise
EnGMaStA: wht good 4 u
EnGMaStA: wht good came outta u
EnGMaStA: nothing
AStezar: morgans still alive, marie is still alive
AStezar: anh got herself a bf
EnGMaStA: i kno tht
AStezar: lol, that was cause of me
EnGMaStA: i think i kno tht anh has a bf
EnGMaStA: no
AStezar: all of it
EnGMaStA: yeh right
EnGMaStA: it was me ok
AStezar: ask morgan
EnGMaStA: i got morgan with tht dude
EnGMaStA: basically
EnGMaStA: i got them 2 meet
EnGMaStA: i let them dance da whole time
EnGMaStA: it didnt baother me
AStezar: lol, u got morgan wit the dude, i kept her alive long enough to get to the dance
EnGMaStA: at least im not jealous
EnGMaStA: so did i
AStezar: lol, didnt bother her either, cause she didnt want to go with you
EnGMaStA: its not jus u
AStezar: she felt bad for you
EnGMaStA: i dint realli care
AStezar: haha, u shoulda heard her
AStezar: pitty, tis a funny thing
EnGMaStA: whtever
EnGMaStA: im happy now
EnGMaStA: cuz i got my gf
EnGMaStA: n im fine with tht
AStezar: haha, thats nice
EnGMaStA: yeh
EnGMaStA: it reall iis
AStezar: now talk to me in a week when shes gone, and ur upset again
EnGMaStA: yeh right
AStezar: then we can see how u are,lol
EnGMaStA: i bet u want 2 call anh
EnGMaStA: n tell her all the shit about me
EnGMaStA: 2 get her 2 leave
EnGMaStA: wht a great person tht is
EnGMaStA: yorue jus the worst person ever
AStezar: *sniff* i couldent be happier
AStezar: ur so nice, little engy wengy
EnGMaStA: stop sucking up
AStezar: aww, id love to squeez ur cheeks right now
AStezar: hahahahahahahahaha
AStezar: suck up to you?
AStezar: ha
EnGMaStA: dude
AStezar: that will be the day
EnGMaStA: stop foolin around
EnGMaStA: i kno u ok
AStezar: lol, whose foolin
EnGMaStA: i kno wht u do
AStezar: u kno nothing
EnGMaStA: yoru da 1 foolin
EnGMaStA: actin a fool
AStezar: and thats whats funny
AStezar: cause u think u kno me, when really, only morgan and stephany really kno me
AStezar: and thier not talking
AStezar: so im quite curious as to why u think u kno me
EnGMaStA: i could care les
EnGMaStA: ur jus da 1 der tryin 2 ruin my life
AStezar: lol, ruin,huh?
EnGMaStA: jus so u can drag every1 down with u with your misery
AStezar: lol, misery is something i do not have right no
AStezar: w
EnGMaStA: yeh u do
EnGMaStA: yoru note with steph
EnGMaStA: n i realli could care less
AStezar: lol, how would u kno
EnGMaStA: do wht u want
EnGMaStA: cuz i kno
EnGMaStA: i haf my ways
EnGMaStA: dont laff it off
EnGMaStA: i haf frends
EnGMaStA: they tell me stuff
AStezar: lol, w/e
EnGMaStA: yeh theyre u go laffin it off again
AStezar: i kno what i hear, and u cant change dat
EnGMaStA: good 4 u
AStezar: i laugh everything of
AStezar: f
EnGMaStA: i realli dun care ok
AStezar: whats the point of taking things seriously
AStezar: i mean, its just you
EnGMaStA: things should b taken seriously if u want 2 b successful in dis world
AStezar: lol, only things that are importent
EnGMaStA: yes
AStezar: and you, my friend, are not
EnGMaStA: well then
EnGMaStA: if im so not important
EnGMaStA: then yd u IM me
EnGMaStA: hmm?
AStezar: cause i needed a number
AStezar: and u were the only one on iwt it
EnGMaStA: n u shoudl tell me y
EnGMaStA: ohh
EnGMaStA: so now im da onli 1 with her number
EnGMaStA: n u sed.. u could ask other ppl
EnGMaStA: liar
EnGMaStA: wht a lie
AStezar: lol, i said online. i kno many fone numbers
AStezar: i dont feel like callin em tho
EnGMaStA: well so do i
EnGMaStA: so then y u want the number
EnGMaStA: if u dun feel like callin
AStezar: why would u care that i called her, if ur so sure about her love for you
AStezar: true love cannot be broken,lol
EnGMaStA: no shit
EnGMaStA: it cant b broken
AStezar: then why u woried
EnGMaStA: i dont care
AStezar: then why ask
EnGMaStA: i dont even want 2 talk 2 u
AStezar: or are u being an ass
EnGMaStA: unless u want 2 jus b normal again
EnGMaStA: r u normal?
AStezar: lol, im never diffrent
EnGMaStA: ]if u were normal.. ud settle this dispute the right way
AStezar: lol like what, threats and insults?
AStezar: u think iwant to be friends with you?
AStezar: u think i want to give you the pleasure?
AStezar: ha, id rather see u writhe in pain
AStezar: BUAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AStezar: lol, fun laugh
AStezar: dont u think? lol
EnGMaStA: not realli
AStezar: lol, focorse not
EnGMaStA: its always enjoyable most 4 da person thts doin da callin
AStezar: right, well i already called her, so... lol
AStezar: haha,what now?
EnGMaStA: i dont care
EnGMaStA: so wht
EnGMaStA: its not liek u ruined my day

Yeh... great... i think bcuz of wht ive heard... morgan hates me now.... n my rents r yellin at me tht id make a shitty bf... n den he hasta go n say:

AStezar: now talk to me in a week when anhs gone, and ur upset again

See... im tryin so hard 2 b nice 2 him.. but he jus keeps it comin.. i realli dont want nething 2 do with him.. if my frends r frends with him das ok.. i respect tht... but jus dont try n mess up my life... if u want 2 b a therapist.. y u gotta make ppl feel bad hmm?...... uve made my day in2 a bad day again... i realli dun appreciate it.... im toleratinig u up 2 a certain level.... but u cna onli go so far... n dont push it..... ughh... great.. now i haf a headache... along with this throbbing pain in my head... it realli hurts... i jus cant take much more of this ok...my head hurts... i should prob lie down or somethin

quick entry

2005-03-10T01:38:06Z

YO

quick entry

Answer dis jont

[[01.]] Who Are You?::

[[02.]] How Do You Know Me?::

[[03.]] What Am I to You?::

[[04.]] Whats My Name?::

[[05.]] Whats My Middle Name?::

[[06.]] What is My DOB?::

[[07.]] Where do I go to School?::

[[08.]] What Grade Am I In?::

[[09.]] What was Your First Impression About Me?::

[[10.]] Does Any Song Remind You of Me?::

[[11.]] Am I Nice?::

[[12.]] Am I Athletic?::

[[13.]] What Sports Do I Play?::

[[14.]] Can You Always Count on Me?::

[[15.]] Am I Lazy?::

[[16.]] Am I Flirty?::

[[17.]] Have I Ever Had My Heart Broken?::

[[18.]] Am I Single or Taken?::

[[19.]] Would You Want Me as a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?::

[[20.]] Am I Hot or Ugly?::

[[21.]] Can You Talk to Me About All Your Problems?::

[[22.]] Does Any Song Remind You of Me?::

[[23.]] On a Scale of 1-10 with 10 being the Highest, How Well Do You Know Me?::

[[24.]] Describe Me in One Word?::
[[25.]] Final Question… Do You Love Me?::

engmasta @ 2005-03-05T21:18:00

2005-03-06T02:20:11Z

The 7 wonders of the world

1. to see
2. to hear
3. to touch
4. to taste
5. to feel
6. to laff
7. to love

**The things we overlook as simple and ordinary as they can b... we take for granted at how truly wondrous they realli are**

**But the most precious things in life cannot b built by hand or bought by man... but found within the heart**

Da First Treasure

Your life
its much
More important then
you can imagine
it is
your first treasure
Cherish it

NA

2005-03-03T02:24:15Z

Whatever.......

Here and Now

2005-02-28T03:36:31Z

HAHA

Ok... u all by now should kno who these songs remind me of....... yeh

Luther Vandross- Here and Now

when I look in your eyes
there I see
Just what you mean to me
Here in my heart I believe
Your love is all I'll ever need
Holdin' you close through the night
I need you, yeah

I look in your eyes and there I see
What happiness really means
The love that we share makes life so sweet
Together we'll always be
This pledge of love feels so right
And, ooh, I need you

Here and now
I promise to love faithfully
You're all I need
Here and now
I vow to be one with thee You and me, hey
Your love is all I need

Say, yeah, yeah...

When I look in your eyes, there I'll see
All that a love should really be
And I need you more and more each day
Nothin' can take your love away
More than I dare to dream
I need you

Here and now
I promise to love faithfully
You're all I need
Here and now
I vow to be one with thee, You and me, yeah
Your love is all I need

Ooh, and I'm starting now
I believe [I believe in love], I believe
[Starting here] I'm starting right here
[Starting now] Right now because I believe in your love
So I'm glad to take the vow

Here and now, oh
I promise to love faithfully
You're all I need
Here and now, yeah
I vow to be one with thee, You and me, yeah
Your love is all I need

yes....

2005-02-24T03:08:15Z

I love this song!!!
Michael Bolton- How am i supposed 2 live without you

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept your heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

Haha... anh.. tht song is like.. 4 u lol... remmember it! lol

Quick recap

2005-02-23T03:14:14Z

Ok so not much time 2 type but heres a quick recap of wht happened dis weekend

Friday
Went 2 school... had some ppl over n chilld... quite fun..typical friday night

Saturday
Went around lookin at different gyms... fitness first, rockville fitness center, bally total fitness.... came bak n talkd online... play guitar n piano...

Sunday
Joined the Fitness First gym in olney.. now i can go 2 ne fitness first place in MD!!!! SCORE...... ok umm so i did those weird ab workout thingys and leg and strength workouts...... den i had 2 come home n study... later tht night talkd 2 anh.. tht made my day alot better :):):)

Monday
Went bak 2 da gym for more lifting n stuff....fun stuff... got more used 2 da things they got here... n den came home n did a lil studying.... and then chilld da resta da night

Tuesday
Went 2 school...ughh..then went 2 da gym...again... rents orders.... ok den studied...spent about 2 hours on da fone after dat..... n now im here

OK so thas a quick recap of my weekend... so yeah.. pretty boring

yayyyyyyy

2005-02-21T03:08:52Z

im so happy now.... its unbelievable :):):):) YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah

2005-02-19T03:29:57Z

Yeah.. jus updatin dis stoopid shit... still in da same crummy mood... even tho i dint seem like it earlier 2day.... still sorta pissd at some select ppl.... still thinkin bout dat some1... so much goin through my mind..... jus thinkin bout so much shit... its im jus like lost inside my own mind rite now...i jus havent realli felt like doin nething much...

so lets c wht im thinking about
#1 grandpa
#2 Family
#3 Friends
#4 That some1
#5 My own problems
#6 Skool work
#7 About life
#8 Suicide... nething related 2 death

Yeah as u can c.. im not in da greatest mood n stuff...still...

engmasta @ 2005-02-17T21:24:00

2005-02-18T03:09:08Z

urgh... 2 many problems right now... so much 2 handle... i dunno wht 2 do.. i got 3 frends tht r practically depressed... then i got my own fucking problems 2 deal with... urghh i jus hate this world.... it aint helpful.... it sux.. life sux... i suck... every1 sucks... darryll.... god damit... jus stay the fuck away from this prob between alex n me... im trin 2 b frends... y dont u take a fuckin look

EnGMaStA: dude seriously man truce
EnGMaStA: im sick of hating each other
EnGMaStA: n bein like mad n shit
AStezar: umm, dont talk to me?
EnGMaStA: umm c exactly
EnGMaStA: im tryin 2 b nice
EnGMaStA: but no
EnGMaStA: u still angry at me
EnGMaStA: i dunn even kno wht ive done 2 u 2 make u pissd at me
EnGMaStA: all i want is 2 stopp the hating n jus b normal
AStezar: and i am too, cause if i continue to talk to you, i will yell, and cuss, and scream untill i pass out on the floor
EnGMaStA: b frends again
AStezar: so, dont talk to me?
EnGMaStA: coem on dude seriously
EnGMaStA: jus call it quits
EnGMaStA: jus b like frends again
AStezar: umm, dont talk to me, man
AStezar: cause i sure as hell dont want to talk to you now

C HOW FUCKING UNHELPFUL MY LIFE IS... this is wht i get for tryin 2 b frends with some1 tht hates me tht i dun even kno wht i did 2 them 2 get them pissd at me... great... ppl depressed... alex is pissd STILL ... at me... i mean im tryin 2 c da good side in him.... but no... like.. i think every1 has a good side... n hes jus.. gawd.... im jus like sittin here havin a nervous breakdown tryin 2 help out ppl n help out myself..... u all dont kno how badly u affect me... u c me as fine on da outside.. but im realli hurting on da inside... jus knowin my frends r depressed (not listin ppl) breaks my total concentration doin nething and EVERYTHING.... i took me 3 hours jus 2 get through my fucking spanish hw 2day b cuz of all these prolems.......great now im all :'( like tht n shit.. i cant take this nemore...... urgh... mayb i should jus go hang myself like i had planned...i already haf da rope n everything... jus step outta dis equation n b fine...not hafta worry about it.. not haf ppl bitchin 2 me 4 help... i thi8nk das a good idea... hang myself.. N MAKE EVERY1 FUCKING HAPPY HOW U LIEK THT WORLD?!?!?! HUH!!!! HOW U LIEK THT GOD DAMMIT i always thought my frends were my antidrug... my anti everything... but i guess not..FUCK THIS LIFE IM THROUGH TRYIN... oh yeh.. 1 othe rhting.. if u want 2 fucking kno who i like.. then ask me... urghh..

hmm

2005-02-17T02:56:21Z

i heard da song Wonderful Tonight by eric clapton.... n i jus thought bout dat special some1 i'll never have......sigh.......

blah

2005-02-16T02:48:47Z

WTF?? 4 some reason i jus feel different.. y am i listenin 2 emotional sad music?? i dont kno y... so heres some songs tht im like listenin 2 rite now

-Jet: Look What You've Done
-Eric Clapton: Wonderful Tonight
-Kci n Jojo: All My Life

yeah... i dont kno y im listenin 2 these kinda songs... but yeah..

Thoughts on a Song

2005-02-15T01:56:47Z

Yeah been havin a few thoughts goin through my mindtht nite slo dancin 2 dat song all my life by kci n jojo....... here they are

U kno... it felt good bein able 2 hold some1 tht nite..... it jus gave me 1 of those feelings... u kno?? tht some1 cares 4 me n stuff... jus holding her or basically ne1 of my frends tht i love made me feel like i could protect her from a storm.... it jus made me feel good knowin tht i care 4 some1 n they care 4 me bak yeah.. i mean like.. jus havin some1 2 hold makes u feel so much better tht u care n they care... even 4 jus tht moment...i wish i could have tht kinda moment bak... its 1 of those moments u have once in life n u cherish a lifetime tht dance was a first for me

Quick Pic

2005-02-14T00:08:22Z

Yo.. waddup

Heres a quick pic i got from winter formal yesterday

Morgan n me dancing while anne takes r pic.. tht was fun wasnt it?

Hah.. u kno u liked it.. lol

Photobucket

2005-02-13T23:09:55Z

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shit

2005-02-12T20:11:36Z

shit yo... wf has arrived.... ok well
its about another 5 hours till da dance starts... and 3 hours till i meet up with my frends n eat b4 hand..... so im thinkin da dance will b fun... hopefully da suit fits fine.. n hopefully we dun get lost on da way 2 her house... but yeah das like.. all 4 now.. n OH i finally was able 2 burn a dvd... im makin a second 1 now lol ok well... i think ima hafta get ready at lik 445... n leave at 530... i think das plenty of time... dont u? well for all those going and not going.. have fun doing whtever your doing!!

1 more day......

2005-02-12T04:36:07Z

yeah

1 more day.... actually another few hours b4 winter formal... i dun even kno if my suit fits yet.... i hafta find out n shit.... but i leave dat up 2 2morro.... so 2day was so boring... well da school part of it was... geometry...religion...spanish...history... OMG i hate gold days... its a lecture all day... but den... partay... tht was fun... ok das all i cant type nemore peace

yeah

2005-02-09T02:09:12Z

YO

waddup... 2day was pretty boring..... standard normal day in da life of me

ok so der was da BSA assembly... pretty tite... wasted 2 hours.... so we had liek hour long classes.... SCORE..... some dude started a fight n 1 dude was bleedin pretty badly... some junior or senior.... ok n den first period team sports... ULTIMATE FRISBY!! YEAH!!!! ok n den.... art... dint finish project.. shit.. now im workin on it here at home..:(.... ok umm....then Lit.... i slept almost all class cuz hes so boring.... den chem..... jus sat n talked 2 anh most of da time.... pretty boring class... n yeah.. thts been my boring day... thas pretty much how everyday of my life is... boring...

SUPERBOWL CHAMPS!!!!!

2005-02-07T03:29:28Z

OH SHIT!!!!
PATRIOTS R DA SUPERBOWL CHAMPS!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!

now... lets haf da skins win 3........

haha ok das all

ok...

2005-02-05T00:56:48Z

yeah... about da wf thing n not going... scratch dat... i can go now.. i convinced them so yeah

great............

2005-02-04T21:14:04Z

Yeah.. i may not b online as much nemore so yeah

ok well... now life is shitty..... for a couple reasons

1. im grounded
2. im a dumbass
3. i suck at life
4. i cant go 2 winter formal nemore... damn u fucking parents
5. parents are realli bitches n control my life n love 2 make it suck
6. No TV
7. Very lil internet
8. Phone calls only after 10pm and for about 10 minutes max
9. Parents wanting 2 kick me outta skool
10. Parents say im da dumbest faggot 2 walk da earth EVER

so yeah... those a r few... they dun even care.... they jus wana make my life miserable.. n sometimes bcuz of it id rather die n c da look on der faces when i do

Suicide chance outta 100%: 60%
Happiness: -9999999999999%
Sadness: 9999999999999%
depression: 100%

TITE SONG

2005-02-03T04:42:09Z

Girl, I'm in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon, past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we aruge everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistake
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

This ain't a movie, no
No fairytale conclusions, y'all
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances, we take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy I still want you to stay

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight, maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow we never know
Baby, you and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'Cause we're just ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

hmm...

2005-02-01T21:27:42Z

I walk on a lonely street filled with broken dreams where my shadow is the only 1 willing 2 accompany me